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Post by Amy on Mar 2, 2006 22:45:28 GMT
Are you ever scared that you will start doing it again?
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mila
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Post by mila on Mar 5, 2006 9:25:16 GMT
Every now and then I get scared of that, yes.
But there are times when I think, it's just... not me anymore. Not sure how to explain it. I just think of it as of a distant past. Sometimes I even wonder if it ever happened.
Some other times, I wish I could go back to doing that, and I can't. I can't make myself pick up a razor/knife/compass/anything, yet I want to. I want to because I suddenly remember how much it helped me back then, and I crave for the relief. Like now. I really want to take something sharp and press it against my arm, just to get rid of the FEELING. But I can't. It doesn't seem right, and I don't understand why.
Pretty f**ked up little person I am, huh.
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Post by lovehatetragedy on Mar 5, 2006 11:02:48 GMT
Im scared of doing it again. But i like to think that i deal with my emotions better now. I let people know im angry or upset instead of taking it out on myself.
Everyone has moments of weakness at times because at the end of the day we are all only human.
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